Im Always Like
![[As the river flows, the blood in it.]May it run, may it fillthe throats of legions up on the hill.|](https://64.media.tumblr.com/9ef9fa7cdf63435459cee2daed6603e2/5ed353832d5c9771-0b/s1280x1920/d9e7842c92d5e4a2d1eb90aba35bca7cc7ad87f9.png "[As the river flows, the blood in it.]May it run, may it fillthe throats of legions up on the hill.|")
Link #vent in the tags so no one sees my problems ay #but im so tired #constantly performing just to get people to be my friend #but they just #see a fake me #not the shitty real me #bc i wouldnt have friends otherwise #i try so so hard to be a good person nice empathetic #but im so angry all the time or i feel nothing #or lonely #i always feel really really lonely #and it feels stupid #i hate it #im always like #uh yeah i sure hope they do #they deserve awesome good friends #its so fucking selfish of me to think that way #they already have good friends they dont need me #im so bad at this #they see smth and go oh i bet eugene would like that #go to lunch with eugene #but im fucking selfish and stupid and ugly and bad #im tired of being me #i wish i was someone else #i wouldnt like me either if i was a different person #i feel bad for like making people interact with me
