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starrysurrealism:climbing higher than beforeI take one step;...

starrysurrealism:pull myself togetherand scream it all outI hate...

starrysurrealism:is there something beyond, and I wonder,but...

starrysurrealism:why can’t you sayis it because I’m not here...

starrysurrealism:instead of youinstead of mewe’re not living...

starrysurrealism:floating words hang in the airin baited...

starrysurrealism:Painless goes tonightwishful thinking on the...

starrysurrealism:I was alivebut I’ve buried myselflost deep...

starrysurrealism:clouded with worrymy vision faltersit shows...

starrysurrealism:the burning of an achethat leaves me...

starrysurrealism:meandering through our liveswe don’t really...

starrysurrealism:I am alive but what am I doing hereI wander...

starrysurrealism:sing to my souland come find me I live in my...

starrysurrealism:I think I forget to be aliveand exist in this...

starrysurrealism:a cold chill fills my soulbecause I no...

starrysurrealism:why, why,why,why do you have to be this waywhy...

starrysurrealism:I look to a futureand you’re not thereyou’ve...

starrysurrealism:Pulled into your chaotic tendenciesdrifting...

starrysurrealism:before I breakand a calmness is taking inI...

starrysurrealism:I am so very unhappybut I cannot seem to...

starrysurrealism:the pain of livingthe undeniable...

starrysurrealism:I can’t see where I was going but I know that...

starrysurrealism:my pounding heartquestions with dreadshould I...

luxlit:starrysurrealism:how can I likewhat I’ve becomewhen I...

photosworthseeing:starrysurrealism:couched in liesthat built...

starrysurrealism:who am II know you I thinkbut I follow dead...

camera-raw:starrysurrealism:methodical, rhythmica practiced...

starrysurrealism:pouring out my heartit doesn’t helpfor if no...

starrysurrealism:deep down there is somethingscreaming,...

starrysurrealism:Why do I find myself aliveI’m tired of feeling...

starrysurrealism:well I know, there was no way of standing...

starrysurrealism:you thought I forgetleft alone for far too...

starrysurrealism:I love epic sunsets with rain!...#sunset...

starrysurrealism:I wander the edgebut I cannot find the linehow...

starrysurrealism:pull me under and watchme struggle to...

starrysurrealism:pull me under and watchme struggle to breatheI...

starrysurrealism:deep down there is somethingscreaming, clawing,...

starrysurrealism:a choice I’ve madea pain I’ve gaineda loss I’ve...

starrysurrealism:a poor man’s hopewhere we can have morethat...

starrysurrealism:I thought I knew what love wasbut I think I...

starrysurrealism:should have known betterI thought I knewbut I...

starrysurrealism:don’t give me reasonsI’ve built up my...

starrysurrealism:I will never tire of this view....

starrysurrealism:I don’t understandso very different yet all the...

starrysurrealism:I wasn’t listeningand I should havefor the time...

starrysurrealism:there was so much left unsaidthe thoughts...

starrysurrealism:I find this all so pointlesstedious at best,you...

starrysurrealism:I think too muchA curse of all lifeWondering,...

starrysurrealism:meandering through our liveswe don’t really...

starrysurrealism:I think too muchA curse of all...

starrysurrealism:You can only change so muchBefore the truth...

starrysurrealism:palpable in my hopea tangible desire in my...

starrysurrealism:All these thoughts they driftTowards and away...

starrysurrealism:I want what cannot beand what was never toit...

starrysurrealism:Sometimes I thinkI understand myselfAnd...

starrysurrealism:so is my heart brokenor merely battered and...

starrysurrealism:A slow drip of an ache Coalesce in my...

starrysurrealism:I miss a phantom a devil in my heart a...

starrysurrealism:what do we havebut a moment in a momenta small...

starrysurrealism:quite a possibilitynothing but what I feelI am...

starrysurrealism:quite a possibilitynothing but what I feelI...

starrysurrealism:does not knowing drive you restlesswondering...

starrysurrealism:driven to a level of insanityedging towards the...

starrysurrealism:pathological in how I lieto myself to sleep...

starrysurrealism:I want to be morebut I’m not therelike an angry...

starrysurrealism:oh the timelessness of it allit traps me by my...

starrysurrealism:does not knowing drive you restlesswondering if...

starrysurrealism:final moments reviewedI replay my...

starrysurrealism:A calmness I dont haveLike deafening silence...

starrysurrealism:broken before my timelost too many hours nowno...

starrysurrealism:what has becomevibrantcan fade, but stillhold...

starrysurrealism:I hate how I love youI hate that I careI hate...

starrysurrealism:scared for too longI’m exhausted by it allI...

starrysurrealism:these walled andwindowed liesa truth is...

starrysurrealism:Fluttering like bird wingsa whisper on the...

starrysurrealism:trying to describe but nothing is rightand I...

starrysurrealism:I wish I knew where my heart has beenbut I try...

starrysurrealism:I stare in the faceof abject terror at my failuresand I scream, that I won’t

starrysurrealism:you use wordsand venom filled liesangry in the makingbitter and head towards demise

starrysurrealism:I want the world to see mebut I’m so scared to share to those who might actua

starrysurrealism: I think too much A curse of all life Wondering, pondering Considering what’s right

starrysurrealism:layered with hateI lie to myself to believe in fatedriven by more than some unknown

starrysurrealism:I looked once moreand I thought I’d seehow to becomesomeone more than me

starrysurrealism:you tell me you like mebut only the good partsthe quickly fading, momentary lost pa

starrysurrealism:I looked once moreand I thought I’d seehow to becomesomeone more than me

starrysurrealism:you tell me you like mebut only the good partsthe quickly fading, momentary lost pa

starrysurrealism:I stare in the faceof abject terror at my failuresand I scream, that I won’t

starrysurrealism:I want the world to see mebut I’m so scared to share to those who might actua

starrysurrealism:little terrors everywherea horrid, freakish waking nightmare

starrysurrealism: I think I forget to be aliveand exist in this timeI watch the world pass me bybut

starrysurrealism: Painless goes tonightwishful thinking on the breezejoyful in the world’s exu

starrysurrealism: I wish I knew where my heart has beenbut I try to not bring up those kinds of thin

starrysurrealism:I’m sick and tiredto being myselfits nothing but a rusea false fronta colorfu

starrysurrealism:I looked once moreand I thought I’d seehow to becomesomeone more than me

starrysurrealism:oh the timelessness of it allit traps me by my hollow soulfilling me with a hopeful

starrysurrealism:I stare in the faceof abject terror at my failuresand I scream, that I won’t

starrysurrealism:should have known betterI thought I knewbut I couldn’t handlethe honest you

starrysurrealism:I might destroy my heartto save what’s left of my mindbattered, almost broken

starrysurrealism:I want the world to see mebut I’m so scared to share to those who might actua

starrysurrealism:All I want is to sleep And run my world into the ground A passionate feeling, I kee

starrysurrealism:I’ve gone down this avenuebut it leads to nothingnot a single thingit is just empty

starrysurrealism: like a sickness that won’t leaveI’m trapped with these feelingsthey eat away, they

starrysurrealism:I find this all so pointlesstedious at best,you miss the reasons and find the fault

starrysurrealism:I stare in the faceof abject terror at my failuresand I scream, that I won’t

starrysurrealism:I’m sick and tiredto being myselfits nothing but a rusea false fronta colorfu

starrysurrealism:I think too muchA curse of all lifeWondering, ponderingConsidering what’s rig

starrysurrealism:So far this year has seen a lot of change and I’m glad each change has happen

starrysurrealism: maybe I can push past thismaybe I can surviveI wish I was more thanbut I’m f

starrysurrealism:travelling through a worldthat doesn’t really existit isn’t quite what

starrysurrealism:travelling through a worldthat doesn’t really existit isn’t quite what

starrysurrealism:passively waitingas if that makes a differencenothingness is bothersomea mute exist

starrysurrealism:I find this all so pointlesstedious at best,you miss the reasons and find the fault

starrysurrealism:I stare in the faceof abject terror at my failuresand I scream, that I won’t

starrysurrealism:you use wordsand venom filled liesangry in the makingbitter and head towards demise

starrysurrealism:why can’t you sayis it because I’m not here anyway?is it because I shou

starrysurrealism:little terrors everywherea horrid, freakish waking nightmare

starrysurrealism:I think too muchA curse of all lifeWondering, ponderingConsidering what’s rig

starrysurrealism:you use wordsand venom filled liesangry in the makingbitter and head towards demise

starrysurrealism:I stare in the faceof abject terror at my failuresand I scream, that I won’t

starrysurrealism:Missing the green. Hoping for snow. . . . #green #nature #nmigers #wishingforsnow #

starrysurrealism: you use wordsand venom filled liesangry in the makingbitter and head towards demis

starrysurrealism:travelling through a worldthat doesn’t really existit isn’t quite what

starrysurrealism: you tell me you like mebut only the good partsthe quickly fading, momentary lost p

starrysurrealism: you tell me you like mebut only the good partsthe quickly fading, momentary lost p

starrysurrealism:why can’t you sayis it because I’m not here anyway?is it because I shou

starrysurrealism:passively waitingas if that makes a differencenothingness is bothersomea mute exist

starrysurrealism:passively waitingas if that makes a differencenothingness is bothersomea mute exist

starrysurrealism: I stare in the faceof abject terror at my failuresand I scream, that I won’t

starrysurrealism:little terrors everywherea horrid, freakish waking nightmare

starrysurrealism: I looked once moreand I thought I’d seehow to becomesomeone more than me

starrysurrealism:oh the timelessness of it allit traps me by my hollow soulfilling me with a hopeful

starrysurrealism:passively waitingas if that makes a differencenothingness is bothersomea mute exist

starrysurrealism:why can’t you sayis it because I’m not here anyway?is it because I shou

starrysurrealism:I don’t want to thinkI don’t want to breatheI want to become nothingfor

starrysurrealism:I loved you oncebut you drove a dagger into my heartpiercing the thoughts I could h

starrysurrealism: you fight me without answersno truth is found in your biasthe words you speak are

starrysurrealism:I loved you oncebut you drove a dagger into my heartpiercing the thoughts I could h

starrysurrealism:oh the timelessness of it allit traps me by my hollow soulfilling me with a hopeful

starrysurrealism:I loved you oncebut you drove a dagger into my heartpiercing the thoughts I could h

starrysurrealism:I want the world to see mebut I’m so scared to share to those who might actua

starrysurrealism: I stare in the faceof abject terror at my failuresand I scream, that I won’t

starrysurrealism: you tell me you like mebut only the good partsthe quickly fading, momentary lost p

starrysurrealism:palpable in my hopea tangible desire in my soulliving on with no choicean existence

starrysurrealism:little terrors everywherea horrid, freakish waking nightmare

starrysurrealism: I might destroy my heartto save what’s left of my mindbattered, almost broke

starrysurrealism:I stare in the faceof abject terror at my failuresand I scream, that I won’t

starrysurrealism:I’m sick and tiredto being myselfits nothing but a rusea false fronta colorfu

starrysurrealism:Missing the green. Hoping for snow. . . . #green #nature #nmigers #wishingforsnow #

starrysurrealism:why can’t you sayis it because I’m not here anyway?is it because I shou

starrysurrealism:I want the world to see mebut I’m so scared to share to those who might actua

starrysurrealism:passively waitingas if that makes a differencenothingness is bothersomea mute exist

starrysurrealism:I cringe with the memoryof how I was so weakand now I know I’m better but see

starrysurrealism: you tell me you like mebut only the good partsthe quickly fading, momentary lost p

starrysurrealism: I stare in the faceof abject terror at my failuresand I scream, that I won’t

starrysurrealism: layered with hateI lie to myself to believe in fatedriven by more than some unknow

starrysurrealism:little terrors everywherea horrid, freakish waking nightmare

starrysurrealism:travelling through a worldthat doesn’t really existit isn’t quite what

starrysurrealism: just another dreamlost in hazy thoughtsforgotten all too quicklywhen all seems los

starrysurrealism:why can’t you sayis it because I’m not here anyway?is it because I shou

starrysurrealism: you tell me you like mebut only the good partsthe quickly fading, momentary lost p

starrysurrealism: I wish that I was moreand I wish that I was specialbut I’m here livingjust l

starrysurrealism:mystical magic, a formless hopedraws me in further, a continued step towardsI hope

starrysurrealism: I wish that I was moreand I wish that I was specialbut I’m here livingjust l

starrysurrealism:I find this all so pointlesstedious at best,you miss the reasons and find the fault

starrysurrealism:travelling through a worldthat doesn’t really existit isn’t quite what

starrysurrealism:I find this all so pointlesstedious at best,you miss the reasons and find the fault

starrysurrealism:I want the world to see mebut I’m so scared to share to those who might actua

starrysurrealism: just another dreamlost in hazy thoughtsforgotten all too quicklywhen all seems los

starrysurrealism:passively waitingas if that makes a differencenothingness is bothersomea mute exist

starrysurrealism:I want the world to see mebut I’m so scared to share to those who might actua

starrysurrealism:why can’t you sayis it because I’m not here anyway?is it because I shou

starrysurrealism:palpable in my hopea tangible desire in my soulliving on with no choicean existence

starrysurrealism: welcoming to drag you underyour cryptic messages leave me wondering where I might

starrysurrealism:I find this all so pointlesstedious at best,you miss the reasons and find the fault

starrysurrealism:passively waitingas if that makes a differencenothingness is bothersomea mute exist

starrysurrealism:Still on the hunt for green. You can see things starting to bloom. . . . #outdoors

starrysurrealism: welcoming to drag you underyour cryptic messages leave me wondering where I might

starrysurrealism:God does my heart burn With an ache that pulls Twisting me empty

starrysurrealism:I think too much A curse of all life Wondering, pondering Considering what’s

starrysurrealism:little terrors everywherea horrid, freakish waking nightmare

starrysurrealism:I’m sick and tiredto being myselfits nothing but a rusea false fronta colorfu

starrysurrealism:travelling through a worldthat doesn’t really existit isn’t quite what

starrysurrealism:I loved you oncebut you drove a dagger into my heartpiercing the thoughts I could h

starrysurrealism: you use wordsand venom filled liesangry in the makingbitter and head towards demis

starrysurrealism:I think too much A curse of all life Wondering, pondering Considering what’s

starrysurrealism: you use wordsand venom filled liesangry in the makingbitter and head towards demis

starrysurrealism:I think my world is getting biggerthe more I choose to seeI look and search and fin

starrysurrealism:I’m sick and tiredto being myselfits nothing but a rusea false fronta colorfu

starrysurrealism:I’m sick and tiredto being myselfits nothing but a rusea false fronta colorfu

starrysurrealism:I find this all so pointlesstedious at best,you miss the reasons and find the fault

starrysurrealism:passively waitingas if that makes a differencenothingness is bothersomea mute exist

starrysurrealism:Don’t go, I’m wanting to go too You have to wait, Please, I need this A

starrysurrealism: I looked once moreand I thought I’d seehow to becomesomeone more than me

starrysurrealism: I might destroy my heartto save what’s left of my mindbattered, almost broke

starrysurrealism:little terrors everywherea horrid, freakish waking nightmare

starrysurrealism:I stare in the faceof abject terror at my failuresand I scream, that I won’t

starrysurrealism:oh the timelessness of it allit traps me by my hollow soulfilling me with a hopeful

starrysurrealism: welcoming to drag you underyour cryptic messages leave me wondering where I might

starrysurrealism: I looked once moreand I thought I’d seehow to becomesomeone more than me

starrysurrealism:little terrors everywherea horrid, freakish waking nightmare

starrysurrealism: I might destroy my heartto save what’s left of my mindbattered, almost broke

starrysurrealism:I find this all so pointlesstedious at best,you miss the reasons and find the fault

starrysurrealism:bent around in my mindare these thoughts, that,never succeedin bringing action to t

starrysurrealism:little terrors everywherea horrid, freakish waking nightmare

starrysurrealism:I loved you oncebut you drove a dagger into my heartpiercing the thoughts I could h

starrysurrealism:I think too much A curse of all life Wondering, pondering Considering what’s

starrysurrealism: I stare in the faceof abject terror at my failuresand I scream, that I won’t

starrysurrealism: welcoming to drag you underyour cryptic messages leave me wondering where I might

starrysurrealism:pushing myself too farmeans no sense can be foundI feel like I’m drowningwhil

starrysurrealism: I looked once moreand I thought I’d seehow to becomesomeone more than me

starrysurrealism: I looked once moreand I thought I’d seehow to becomesomeone more than me

starrysurrealism:the dance of a soulcan be found wanderingthrough wisps seeming of magichidden in pl

starrysurrealism: I looked once moreand I thought I’d seehow to becomesomeone more than me

starrysurrealism:I find this all so pointlesstedious at best,you miss the reasons and find the fault

starrysurrealism: welcoming to drag you underyour cryptic messages leave me wondering where I might

starrysurrealism:I’ve gone down this avenuebut it leads to nothingnot a single thingit is just

starrysurrealism:travelling through a worldthat doesn’t really existit isn’t quite what

starrysurrealism:I think too much A curse of all life Wondering, pondering Considering what’s

starrysurrealism: an ache for a truth that doesn’t fadeand with each beat of my heart insideit

starrysurrealism: welcoming to drag you underyour cryptic messages leave me wondering where I might

starrysurrealism: you use wordsand venom filled liesangry in the makingbitter and head towards demis

starrysurrealism:why can’t you sayis it because I’m not here anyway?is it because I shou

starrysurrealism:little terrors everywherea horrid, freakish waking nightmare

starrysurrealism: I might destroy my heartto save what’s left of my mindbattered, almost broke

starrysurrealism: you use wordsand venom filled liesangry in the makingbitter and head towards demis

starrysurrealism:I think too much A curse of all life Wondering, pondering Considering what’s

starrysurrealism: I stare in the faceof abject terror at my failuresand I scream, that I won’t

starrysurrealism: I might destroy my heartto save what’s left of my mindbattered, almost broke

starrysurrealism:I’m sick and tiredto being myselfits nothing but a rusea false fronta colorfu

starrysurrealism: you use wordsand venom filled liesangry in the makingbitter and head towards demis

starrysurrealism:why can’t you sayis it because I’m not here anyway?is it because I shou

starrysurrealism:why can’t you sayis it because I’m not here anyway?is it because I shou

starrysurrealism: just another dreamlost in hazy thoughtsforgotten all too quicklywhen all seems los

starrysurrealism: you tell me you like mebut only the good partsthe quickly fading, momentary lost p

starrysurrealism: layered with hateI lie to myself to believe in fatedriven by more than some unknow

starrysurrealism:travelling through a worldthat doesn’t really existit isn’t quite what

starrysurrealism:little terrors everywherea horrid, freakish waking nightmare

starrysurrealism:don’t give upand don’t let me dieI feel myself letting go

starrysurrealism:I find this all so pointlesstedious at best,you miss the reasons and find the fault

starrysurrealism:I want the world to see mebut I’m so scared to share to those who might actua

starrysurrealism:palpable in my hopea tangible desire in my soulliving on with no choicean existence

starrysurrealism:I want the world to see mebut I’m so scared to share to those who might actua

starrysurrealism: layered with hateI lie to myself to believe in fatedriven by more than some unknow

starrysurrealism: I exist I tell myselfI am real somewhere insidebut the truth doesn’t seem re

starrysurrealism:I’ll think of you todayI let myself get awaywith things that I shouldn’

starrysurrealism: I might destroy my heartto save what’s left of my mindbattered, almost broke

starrysurrealism: I might destroy my heartto save what’s left of my mindbattered, almost broke

starrysurrealism: injured in my soulI ache for truthand an honest momentwould do me goodso would you

starrysurrealism: I might destroy my heartto save what’s left of my mindbattered, almost broke